Buffy's journal

FANDOM●● Buffy the Vampire Slayer CHARACTER●● Buffy Summers POINT IN CANON●● End of season 3 AU CHARACTERISTICS●● nope PLAYED BY●● Sarah Michelle Geller

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Charlie, have a great birthday

Happy Birthday Brooke. Hope it goes better than mine.

So, sorry for the lack of updates guys.

My 18th birthday was a disaster. The Watcher's Council organized to have my powers taken away from me for it and be pitted against a vampire. The vampire they chose for me was insane and I was going crazy not knowing what was happening to me. So Giles eventually told me. My vamp got free and kidnapped my mom. I went after him and managed to defeat him. The Council said I passed, but Giles didn't, so they fired him as my Watcher. Which totally bites.

But Slayer are insanely lucky to reach their 18th birthday so I guess I'm lucky in ways to have even made it this far.

And I have a new Watcher. Wesley. He's so stuck up and super annoying.

Today I officially am an adult.

My Dad was meant to come into town but he's busy. But still, I have awesome friends to spend my birthday with.

[Private Entry]

I'm getting worried. I think I could be losing my slayer powers. I don't know what I'd do if I lost them. I always said I wanted to be a normal teenage girl, but I don't know who I'd be without them.

I have to talk to Giles. Maybe he knows what to do.

[Filtered to Friends]

So, been a while since I've updated. So much has been going on.

There's another slayer in town, her name is Faith. She was called after Kendra was killed. She's.... interesting. And her methods are very different to mine. I guess you could call her a free spirit.


We got off to a kind of rocky start but things seem to be going better now.

I also told them something about what happened before I..... Before Angel died. Willow was working on a spell to restore his soul and right before I had to do it, it worked. He got his soul back. He was Angel again. My Angel. But it was too late. I had to do it. So I told him to close his eyes, that I loved him. Then I kissed him, and I killed him. It was the only way to stop the world from being sucked into hell. So, now you guys know too.

Oh, on the whole Angel front, he's back. He just..... appeared.

My special friend Ethan Rayne used magic to make the adult behave like children. It was very unsettling to see my mom like that.

Willow and Xander sorta, were caught kissing each other by Cordelia and Oz. Cordelia hasn't been taking it will. I actually feel bad for her. Oz seems to be doing better and I think Will and he will be okay.

So, that's what's been going on with me.

Hey guys, I'm back.

[Filtered to Friends]

So, I don't have a whole lot of time here but there's some things I need to tell you all. You believe Rose about the aliens so I need you all to believe me about this.

I'm the Slayer. Into every generation, a Slayer is born. One girl, in all the world, a Chosen One. One born with the strength and skill to hunt the vampires... She is the Slayer. Yadda yadda yadda. That's me. Yes, vampires are real. Demons are real. Where I'm from, Sunnydale, it's built on something called the hellmouth, which is an exactly what it says on the tin job. It's a center of mystical convergence. Demons and vampires are attracted to it.

Which is why I ended up here. Because it's my job to stop them. I have supernatural strength and speed.

The guy you met at Peter and Rose' wedding, Angel, he's a vampire. With a twist. He was cursed with a soul. He didn't kill people anymore. Gypsies cursed him with a soul that if he experienced even one moment of happiness he'd lose his soul. He was meant to suffer, to pay for what he'd done to their beloved daughter.

And then I came along. And I didn't know until it was too late. He.... Well he was my first. And afterward, he lost his soul again.

He killed again. He killed the computer science teacher and Giles' girlfriend, Jenny. He killed the other Slayer Kendra (another Slayer is only called when the previous Slayer died, and I drowned for a couple of minutes). And he hurt Xander. The police found me at the crime scene and thought I'd done it, but I didn't Angel had lured me out to give the others time to attack. I managed to allure the police for now.

And now for the really big stuff. Angel is in possession of a demon called Achthla who, if awakened will pull everything on earth into Hell. And I have to try to stop him. And I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. Sorry that I have to tell you all this. Sorry that I didn't have the strength to kill him sooner. And most of all, if I fail and he kills me, I'm sorry I wasn't able to stop him.

[Private Entry]

Oh god, Jenny.

I couldn't.... It's my fault. I couldn't kill him for her, for him.

Now I know what I have to do. I have to kill him. I think I'm finally ready.

He's not Angel anymore.

Hallowe'en this year was un... interesting.

And his ghosts, not sure much with being incorporeal.

Things got majorly weird and that's saying a lot for Sunnydale.

Is everyone else okay?

Happy Hallowe'en everyone. Hope you had a blast.

Happy Birthday Danny!

Happy birthday Nell. Hope you have a great day.

These ghosts are giving me the wiggins.

Your result for The 100 Point Sexual Purity Test...

100% pure: Pure as Driven Snow

Congradulations, you are still 100% sexually pure!

Take The 100 Point Sexual Purity Test at HelloQuizzy

1. Leave me a comment saying "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions of a very intimate and creepily personal nature. Or not so creepy/personal.
3. You will update your journal with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.

1. What's your favorite thing about high school? My friends
2. Least favorite? School work
3. Most dreamed about celebrity? (Yes, I mean that kind of dream :P) Jared Padalecki
4. Favourite childhood toy? And do you still have it? Mr. Gordo, my stuffed pig and yes I still have it.
5. Whats the last thing that made you laugh out loud? A joke my friend Xander made.

Awoohoo.

I made the cheerleading squad.

*dances*

Wish me luck!!

Am trying out for the cheerleading squad at school tomorrow.

You Go for Brains

When it comes to attraction, you go for more than meets the eye. Eye candy is all fine and good, but you need more good looks to be into someone. You're looking for a deep connection, and that can only happen when you meet someone who thinks like you. That's not to say you don't appreciate sexy people. You just prefer sexy and smart!

Your Love Quote is Optimistic

To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best.

You Are Casual

Your positive traits: You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people. You're great at thinking up new things and activities to do with your sweetie. You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture. Your negative traits: In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway. You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret. You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved. Your ideal partner: Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise! Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you. A true individualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks Your dating style: Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, museum tour, or concert. Your seduction style: Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next. Insatiable - it takes a lot to satisfy your desires. Varied. You're eager to try things as soon as you learn about them. Tips for the future: Bring a little responsibility to your relationship - like showing up for dates! Compromise a little. It would kill you to do things your lover's way for once. Be aware of your partner's jealousy. Even though you aren't jealous, realize your partner is sometimes. Best color to attract mate: Sky blue Best day for a date: Wednesday